hunger

I keep telling myself to go to sleep but I really don't want to. I've decided that tomorrow will be my revision day and I'll spend the whole day focused on chemistry and history nazi germany that way I can go to my one-on-one sessions with my teachers on Friday. But that also means tonight is my last chance to do other stuff not exam related like looking at clothes and watching movies. Therefore I want to maximise my time.

As the night has gone on, I've realised that I've started feeling hungrier and hungrier. This is a regular occurence, whenever I stay up late I start to get really hungry and nighttime is the only time I can sucessfully fight hunger and cravings. I don't know, but something about it being late in the day just means I automatically don't want to eat so no matter how hungry I am and even if I've skipped dinner I probably wont eat. This is all because of the philosophy that if I don't eat then my body will burn my fat as energy but in reality this is quite unhealthy - maybe not the skipping a midnight snack part but the skipping a meal part. Because, let's face it, that's just starvation and if it becomes a regular habit it could turn into anorexia which, you know, not good.

I've completely lost track of what my point is and it's 2am so I think now is a good time to stop and go to sleep.