contradictions

Since its been so long since I've even logged onto my blog I just opened up the web page to see what you, my many readers, see every time you log on for another scintillating tid bit of my life. (Most people who haven't met me and some who have may not have picked up on the sarcasm just now, I'm not that big headed.) Anyways, I was looking through and realised that a) I dislike the overly bright greens b) I dislike the fonts c) my bio doesn't sound all that coherent and is very contradictory, which coincidentally is the focus of the post.

I've realised that I'm quite a conduction person. For example the bio, I've written that I like lounging about doing nothing which is true but I also dislike having nothing to do. Let me explain, I like to keep myself busy in the holidays because I don't want to waste my time when I could be doing something more productive, last summer I crammed 5 weeks of work experience and a 5 day summer school course into my 6 week summer holiday and this summer I did a 3 week activity scheme thing, 3 days of work experience and I accepted a job on Friday and Saturday nights (which I have since quit but that's a whole other story). But at the same time I also really enjoy days of lazing about and having nothing to do, I'm also quite a lazy person. (Not sure how that really fits in). Another contradiction is that's have an inability to keep my room tidy, right now, it is a dump, literally. I have little cleared circles of floor that act as stepping stones, no joke. But there are certain places that I still keep meticulously neat eg. my wardrobe-I keep this neat by never hanging up clothes or putting away clean laundry. Oh and for the subjects I care about (sciences, maths, religious studies) my exercise books are kept very neat and organised and up to date with a very consistent style and even ink colour. Otherwise I spent the lesson moaning and complaining and annoying my friend sitting next to me.

There really wasn't any reason behind this post, this is one of those 'interesting' observation I enjoy sharing with my ever shrinking audience.