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Apologies for the neglect. But you, my two remaining maybe readers (my friends who I hope have not given up and assume this is one of those projects that I never follow through on) will be pleased to know that I have made a few decisions regarding this blog. Firstly and most importantly, instead of such a large amount of posts I will aim for maybe 2 or 3 posts a week. I decided that I would take the summer to relax and prepare for sixth form, which is my poor excuse for not writing. But also, my laptop charger broke so in my defence it has made it harder since I struggle to stay at my desk and use my computer for long periods during the holidays, especially since it has been so hot. However, I have recently bought an iPad so it might make posting easier but I'm not sure how easy it is type large volumes of text on a touchscreen so we'll see. Erm, I think those two were the decisions I was referring to so I'll end my 'intro' there. Oh, and I'll be starting sixth form and I want to do well so I will be spending the majority of my time studying etc. to make sure I get the grades I want.

Hmm, I generally use this blog to complain and talk about random mundane topics so I might do a quick summary of my summer instead. There really wasn't a point to that sentence, apologies. I can't remember if I've mentioned this but I spent the first 3 days of July doing work experience at the House of Lords, then a week and a half later I started my 3 weeks of NCS. After that I spent some time sleeping and resting and lazing about the house. Then I realised I'd gained some weight from all the junk food I was eating during those three weeks and spent a week doing intense exercise and generally being unhealthy, just in the opposite way. After that I've been trying to find a healthier approach to losing weight and then meeting up with friends coming back from holiday and then panicking about results day. That was a fun time. Results day was yesterday now and the night before I couldn't stop freaking out so I decided that I'd go for a run at 11:30pm. I do this every so often-go running at inappropriate times-and every time I start imagining creepy stalkers and supernatural beings coming after me or lurking in the shadows and tell myself to not do it again but I still find myself out running late at night a few months later. I think it's worth noting that I struggle and rarely try to follow imposed 'rules' or restrictions, even if they are set by myself and logically I understand the importance of them. 

I think I'll leave the actual results to my next post. I can't sleep, which is why I'm writing at 5am so expect at least another post. I think it's because I slept earlier on in the day when I was tired and after I stay up to a certain time I can't sleep until morning. Plus, I watched some JacksGap and Zoella videos on YouTube and they made me want to do something. Especially JacksGap, I want to be able to help the less fortunate and watching some of their videos are really inspiring, plus the fact that they became Internet famous from a hobby.

Sorry, originally the order was supposed to be this, contractions then results day all posted around 5am which is why I talk about why I can't sleep but I'm not sure what I've done on the blogger app to mess this up.